Barricade

I inhale and wait.

My heart beats slowly.
My pain is sullen, it isolates, waxing and waning at my heart.
I need to feel like I'm alive. That I have not begun to fade.
I need to know that I have myself and that is what keeps me awake.

The beginning of the disaster was difficult to spot
The speed of your reaction was to slow to make a difference
Far to slow to make it stop- The Futureheads


I feel very lethargic. I know that it is nothing. That it comes in moments and disappears quickly.
I sometimes want to scream because I feel I have no control, no real understanding, of what I think or feel.
I'm at a constant tug of war with myself.


I think to much.

silly sinsations

Doesn't it sound just like My Sharona!?!?!
But I still dig it.

 
sleep, sleep sunshine- the whigs

 I finally edited some of my photos from my study abroad in Greece. I'm still not done and I haven't even developed my film rolls yet.ahhh stress....